I guess I have taken enough time off blogging. I think I have found my desire to start back up. I have always loved blogging. I miss recording our life and memories. It hard for me some times with our blog. I feel like our blog is full of wonderful memories of our life and the hard things also in our life. I feel like we love are children all the same, None of them are any more important then another one. And with our children there are 3 that are adopted and soon to be two more. I feel like our blog makes are life not so private with those adoption's. It is hard when one of children are being singled out from the rest and Jason and I are not happy about it. It makes a blog that I love to do very hard. And it makes everything I have loved and cherished about adoption very hard. I had to realizes that my family is our family, Jason and I and we have a great and happy family, And I miss not having the memories written down from them. I guess I just need to ignore the bad and enjoy the good. I have enough on my plate with 8 kids and being the relief society president right now that I don't need drama of any sort in our lives.
so here is to a new year and to new memories and hopefully a lot more blogging.
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