Sunday, August 10, 2008

Such a sweet big brother

We took Brielle for her shots on Friday. Jason asked the boys who will go in and get the shots for your sister. Baxter says I will so she doesn't have to have any pain. What a sweet brother. A proud parent moment when you realize maybe I'm doing a OK job at parenting. I'm sure that feeling won't last long. I also went to the doctor on Friday, and I'm got to have a hysterectomy on weds. So Jason going to turn into Mr. mom for a little while. I'm hoping I'm up and feeling good by the time the kids go back to school on the 25Th. I feel relieved to finally know all be feeling better and not for that monthly visitor anymore. But part of me is a little sad. I think I've held on for so long knowing how hard it has been for me to have all the children we have. Not saying I could have another one because all the problems I've had with each pregnancy, but just knowing that will never be possible again. Makes me a Little sad. But I think the good out ways the bad. My doctor was telling me were I've had three c-section that its going to be a little difficult in surgery, where I'm never had a normal delivery, I'm to small for them to bring the uterus and stuff threw the birth canal. so they will have to cut my stomach in four different places to do it safely. So hopefully everything will go good. Wish me luck and if anyone wants to help Jason out with the kids I'm sure he would gladly take it.

6 comments:

Zitting Zoo said...

Wow! What a great big brother!!! You are doing something right you and Jace are great parents!!!

Know you are in our prayers and I wish I could be there to help out. You know you could always fly them to Aunt Holly's! We would gladly take them!

Remember I love you!!!

Hopie said...

Doesn't your doctor know you have a zipper? That's how I give birth too, so I just figured that they can just "un-zip" it if they ever need to take anything out!!! Good luck, you'll do GREAT!!!

sandy said...

It is hard when you have to make that final decision but you will fill so much better!. I'm planning on weds and it you need help this weekend I will be happy to help. also if allen is not in the hospital the boys can stay up here with allen. I'd take brielle but I dont think allen could watch her why I'm at work. What a Helper Baxter is. You guys are both great parents. Love Ya

Dj,Megs & 5 Beautiful kids said...

Good luck!

Spencer and Mindy said...

your boys are all so sweet with Brielle! You are definately doing something right!! (cuz we know it's not Jason teaching them to be sweet....he always made us sister's cry! ) haa haa Just kiddin jason..your a GREAT big Brother and it's CUTE how your boys are so much Like you! ;)

Good luck Heidi! you'll be in our prayers! let us know if we can help!

Shane and Brandi said...

Heidi- Good Luck with your surgery. If I can help I would love to. You have a great family. I know that final feeling and it does get better. My prayers are with you! -Brandi Johnson (Brown) www.sbjohnsonfamily.blogspot.com