Such a sweet big brother

We took Brielle for her shots on Friday. Jason asked the boys who will go in and get the shots for your sister. Baxter says I will so she doesn't have to have any pain. What a sweet brother. A proud parent moment when you realize maybe I'm doing a OK job at parenting. I'm sure that feeling won't last long. I also went to the doctor on Friday, and I'm got to have a hysterectomy on weds. So Jason going to turn into Mr. mom for a little while. I'm hoping I'm up and feeling good by the time the kids go back to school on the 25Th. I feel relieved to finally know all be feeling better and not for that monthly visitor anymore. But part of me is a little sad. I think I've held on for so long knowing how hard it has been for me to have all the children we have. Not saying I could have another one because all the problems I've had with each pregnancy, but just knowing that will never be possible again. Makes me a Little sad. But I think the good out ways the bad. My doctor was telling me were I've had three c-section that its going to be a little difficult in surgery, where I'm never had a normal delivery, I'm to small for them to bring the uterus and stuff threw the birth canal. so they will have to cut my stomach in four different places to do it safely. So hopefully everything will go good. Wish me luck and if anyone wants to help Jason out with the kids I'm sure he would gladly take it.