We have had a lot on our minds latley. Some news came a few weeks ago to us that has left us with our minds just spinning. Before I share it with you I just what to say a few things. I know that many that read our blog are trying to adopt and I in no way at all want to hurt anyone's feeling with this. I also relise this is our family blog and I want to share what is happening in our lives and I know if this was happining in anyone else's life they would what to share it to.
A few weeks ago we received a call from Bristol Birth mom. She is pregnant again and wants us to have the baby. She is due in July. She felt very strongly that we should have the baby. She will know in a few weeks what it is. Yes 6 kids crazy. We told her we would pray about it and decide.
We have done a lot of praying a lot. And we are still trying to decide. I would take it in a heartbeat if there was no money involved. Adoption is a great thing but i don't know why they have to make it so expensive.
It is something we can do, it is just going to be hard. But in the long run of thing's if you really think about it this is the only money you can spend on earth that has a eternal reward. The baby is ours if we want it. It is a great blessing. Adoption has already brought such a great thing in our lives. Over the next few weeks we will have to make the decision and I know we will make the right one with the lords help.
I'm so thankful for adoption and the great two little girl's it has brought into our lives. The love and the joy that they bring us has no words.
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